Love to all my friends, old and new! The poems and stories here are dedicated to each and everyone who reads them.
I find comfort, hope, inspiration, love, sorrow and all the emotions that one can feel while reading these pages.
I find strength in the music. Enjoy!
Anna
CRASHING WALLS
She sat there in total disbelief, not able to move, not able to cry,
Not able to feel, as the words slowly sank in now, and she finally realized
That the love she once thought was such a beautiful thing was really over.
How could this be happening now, just when his love was the only thing left for her to cling to,
When the walls would come crashing in on her, as they too often did.
Who would she turn to now when life had handed her more than she felt that she could handle,
When the only thing she wanted to do was cry on a loving shoulder,
That now would no longer be there.
No one could have ever prepared her for this moment,
And there could be nothing anyone could possibly say to take the pain away
That was eating away at her so badly broken heart now.
Would she one day be able to get past all of this and move on?
Or would this be the turning point in a life too often filled with disappointment,
That would eventually leave her alone, as once again
The walls all came crashing down...one last time.
~Anna~
PRESSURE
So many guestions, so little time,
Sometimes I ask, Am I losing my mind?
So many decisions, I know I can't make,
So much critisism, I simply just can't take.
I can't please everyone, Though I always try,
At times I'm discouraged, But I don't know why.
I hate all the pressures, brought upon me,
Far more decisions, Then there should be.
I just can't stand it, Don't know what to do,
To feel what I feel, If only you knew!
I'm not looking for sympathy, I just want it to end,
I feel it's a battle, And I'll never win.
~~Anna~~
WHEN FIRST WE MET
I stumbled into paradise,
The day that I met you.
For in that moment I could see,
My dreams would all come true.
You didnt have to speak a word,
Your eyes told me the story.
And in that twinkling I could see,
Love and all its glory.
My heart told me that I had found,
My mate for life and more.
The perfect match for me was you,
My soulmate "you" for sure.
The love I feel within me deep,
No words can quite express.
So let me say in simple words,
Our love is happiness.
~~Anna~~
JUST YESTERDAY
It was just yesterday that I laughed, but today I cry.
Just yesterday I was a woman with confidence,
Today I bury my face and hide.
Just yesterday I was filled with hope and dreams,
Today I am overtaken with guilt and doubt. That was yesterday you may say
and today is a new day.........
~Anna~
BABYS SECRET
I'm just a little feller,
Who didn't quite make it there;
I went straight to be with Jesus,
But I'm waiting for you here.
Don't you fret about me Mommy,
I'm of all Gods' lambs most blest;
I'd have loved to stay there with you,
But the Shepherd know what's best.
Many dwelling here where I live,
Waited years to enter in;
Struggled through a world of sorrow,
And their lives were marked with sin.
So sweet Mommy don't you sorrow,
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom;
I went straight to Jesus' bosom,
From my lovely Mother's womb.
Thank you for the life you gave me,
It was brief, but don't complain;
I have all of heavens' glory,
Suffered none of earthlings' pain.
Thank you for the name you gave me,
I'd have loved to brought it fame;
But if I'd lingered in earths' shadow,
Might instead have brought it shame.
Daddy gave me something for you,
It's our secret Mommy Dear:
Pressed it tight against my forehead,
Whispered in my tiny ear.
I'll be waiting for you Mommy,
You and Daddy, Bud and Sis;
I'll be with you then forever-
Then I'll give you Daddys' kiss.
~~~AUTHOR UKNOWN~~~
THE RIGHT TO LIVE
Oh Lord, am I not worthy?
Do I not have the right to live?
There's so much love inside my heart,
I have so much to give.
I'll never smell the scent of a rose,
Or ever belong anyplace,
I'll never feel my Father's hugs,
Nor see my mothers face.
I'll never see a rainbow,
Nor be a child at play,
I'll never wish upon a star,
Nor see the light of day.
You'll never tell me stories,
You'll never kneel with me in prayer,
You'll never,ever know the love,
A child and mother share.
You've won your Mothers rights,
You've sung your freedom song,
But somewhere along the way you lost,
The meaning of right and wrong.
So please don't call yourself Mother,
You owe an unpayable toll,
For every time you choose to abort,
You destroy an innocent soul.
Lord I know that you are with me,
For you arose from your tomb,
You knew and loved me long before,
I was in my mothers womb.
So you know that I'm worthy,
We know that I've a right to live,
I know that it's hard to forget,
And only you Lord can forgive.
author~~S.Wlodarczyk
Strength and Courage
It takes strength to be firm,
It takes courage to be gentle.
It takes strength to stand guard,
It takes courage to let down your guard.
It takes strength to conquer,
It takes courage to surrender.
It takes strength to be certain,
It takes courage to have doubt.
It takes strength to fit in,
It takes courage to stand out
It takes strength to hide your own pains,
It takes courage to show them.
It takes strength to stand alone,
It atkes courage to lean on another.
It takes strength to love,
It takes courage to be loved.
It takes strength to survive,
It takes courage to live.
~~Anna~~
One step must start each journey,
One word must start each prayer.
One hope will raise our spirits,
One touch can show you care.
One voice can speak with wisdom,
One heart can know what's true.
One life can make the difference,
So see. It's up to you.
Life is not a dress rehearsal Live each moment to its fullest. Take this little guardian Angel. She is your guardian Angel sent to watch over you. Keep her close to you.....Enjoy!...Anna
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